29 Episode 29: Dream’S (Side Lieselotte)
His Highness has been concerned about me (me) the last few days as unusually.
At home, flowers and jewels accompanied by his autographed message arrive day after day, and if you meet him at school, you can speak up. Make me your top priority, no matter who you are with.
Such a thing could not have been for him to value equality and harmony.
“Leezelotte, what dress would you like to wear for Thanksgiving?
You should design it with my partner, and he’s trying to get me to give him something new, but is there any hope?
Even now. After school, he asked me this until he put me in his carriage for something important. Is this important?
“For me, anything is fine, as long as it’s not even nasty to the detriment of His Highness’s character. But you can handle that naturally, even if I don’t bother to hold my mouth, right?
I secretly struggle to stir up confusion and agitation as I calmly utter my unbridled words.
This is the first time that Leifenstal’s mansion has ever returned to the Royal Palace like this, even though it is the same direction.
Was the carriage so narrow? Hey, isn’t our distance too close?
“Yes, I want gold somewhere. My eyes and your hair, because it’s color.”
So His Highness lifted my hair up a room and whirled and howled.
“Your hair will be disturbed, please don’t”
His Royal Highness smiled delightfully as I squeezed out my breathing harder to the proximity of the distance.
“Oh, I’m sorry. Well, I’ll see you next time I mess up your hair.”
His Royal Highness said so and kept his hands off my hair. In the morning, my maid wrapped her hair around me in her mind for about three people, but my inner upset at the disturbing sound of “next time” got worse.
Disturb your hair? …… how?
“Don’t make fun of me!!
His Highness finally started laughing out loud when I shouted at him for his scolding of himself, who was about to have a strange delusion.
“Damn, haha! I’m sorry, Lieselotte.
You’re so cute. ”
I just stare silently at His Highness, who would have said something that was not in his heart.
It’s impossible that I’m cute.
I am often flattered by other lords than Your Highness at night clubs, etc., but even then, the only words that can be spoken to me are [beautiful] at best.
I am sadly aware that I am far from being cute like Fine or Fabian.
“You’re the cutest thing in the world, Lieselotte.”
His Royal Highness, bewitched by me, said so with a fluttering smile.
Glad. Embarrassing. Sad. Regretful.
With all kinds of emotions coming out of me, I turn away from His Highness and stare at the scenery outside.
Oh, really, sad, regrettable and painful.
Because the reason His Highness has strangely cared about me over the past few days, and not every word of it now, I’m sure, is sympathy.
Because I’ve been having weird dreams again lately, and because of that, my condition is strange.
I’m sure it’s a sense of duty as a fiancée or consideration for Liefenstal, so you shouldn’t have weird expectations.
I told myself yes in an attempt to somehow stifle my own romance, which I regret with his smile and words.
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Oh, even today, this dream.
I was so impressed by the signs of nightmares that I was completely used to.
In the dark darkness, you can’t even talk, you even have ambiguous sensations of your body, only that uncomfortable voice sounds, nasty dreams.
“You really are a cute woman.”
Yeah, I know. But, you know, if you want to be queen, just enough not to show people the gaps.
“Nobody loves you.”
No, I have a family.
“It’s all taken from her by Finne.”
Unfortunately. On the contrary, she gives me a lot of things every day.
“I’m sorry, huh?
No.
“That’s sad, isn’t it?
No.
“You’re jealous, aren’t you?
No.
Although there were times when this voice shook my mind, I was completely used to it over and over again.
As always, I’m used to the extent that I can’t speak out the objections, but I can clearly deny them in myself.
“If only that kid hadn’t… You’d think so, wouldn’t you?
No. If you don’t have that girl, I’m sad.
I listen to crappy, unbearable, offensive words, as usual. What kind of upset is that?
“Even that man you love will surely change his mind. And he takes his hand, and he shakes you.”
But the words alone, they were not to be heard.
Don’t be ridiculous!!
That one can’t do that!!
How that person disciplines himself, how that person kills his heart, how that person endures loneliness and still lives for his country, you know, nothing!!
Don’t fool around with that one!!
“What…………?
My voice stopped.
Did my anger arrive?
I’m Lieselotte Liefenstal.
The daughter of proud Liefenstar.
Prince of this kingdom, of His Highness Siegwald, a later man.
A presence endowed with the patronage of a goddess in order to protect him.
Now, here, it’s impossible not to fight back.
Yes, as I inspired myself, the feeling of my body was melting into the darkness, which clearly made me feel like I was coming back.
“Huh…, lying…”
The uncomfortable voice gave rise to agitation.
Oh, is it (…) of (…) that I (…) (…).
“Hih…”
The Lord of voices, the ancient witch, breathes.
I’m gonna cut him loose.
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“… don’t be ridiculous, old witch”
Waking up in the morning. The best word I could say was that.
He got away.
The moment I opened my eyes, saw what it looked like, and tried to cut him off, the Lord of the Voice escaped, and as a result I seemed to wake up.
“Oh really, I’m angry……!
I got out of bed screaming like that.
I will be the queen of this country, no matter who. I will marry His Highness Siegwalt.
You don’t have to be loved.
I just love it on my own.
I just want you to support that person, who I love on my own, admire unilaterally, and have to carry a huge thing called a country.
I can’t lose. To Fine, to the ancient witch, to no one.
“It is regrettable that your Highness apparently doesn’t even know that…”
I remember to the pretend, about my fiancée who’s been acting strange the last few days.
I want to tell you that I can get rid of witches, don’t underestimate them. You should tell him. That way, I’m sure the days that are bad for this heart will end.
With remorse and anger, I was one, determined.
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