c327 Chapter 327
Xuejiao lay on his shoulders and cried.
She was in a lot of pain and had a lot of assumptions.
If Yu Cheng didn’t try to commit suicide, and he followed his parents’ decision to go abroad, maybe Shu Lan would gradually get out of the painful love with him, and then meet a lover who wouldn’t make her uncomfortable.
If Yu Cheng didn’t take such measures to resist, be rational and think of the right way to resist his parents, maybe he and Shu Lan would get along well, or maybe they would break up one day.
If Shu Lan didn’t hold Yu Cheng today, it might be Yu Cheng who died. If Shu Lan didn’t fall down after holding Yu Cheng today, they would all be able to live well…
So many ifs, so many possibilities that Shulan will not die.
But life is like this, there are countless terrible and unknown turns, maybe this one is happiness, or maybe it is despair.
Unknown future, unexpected events may come at any time, we can never predict at a loss.
At this time, all we can do is to cherish every day now, and cherish every minute and second of living in the sun.
Cherish yourself and cherish those around you.
“Shu Lan—” Xue Jiao bit Lin Zhihua’s shoulder, looked at the door half-closed, and said goodbye to the young girl.
Shulan, may you, like me, have a new life in another world.
There were no tears, no obstruction.
There you want love, and you want the future most.
——
Shulan left.
This fact Xuejiao did not slowly accept until Shulan was buried.
The girl who smiled calmly and the girl who was crying and hugging her really left this world.
After Xuejiao Day, even if she traveled thousands of miles of rivers and mountains and met several girls named Shulan, it would not be her.
Could it be the girl who stood in the dormitory with a bit of timidity, smiled at her, and asked her if she needed help.
Lin Zhihua covered her eyes, Xue Jiao didn’t see the first scene, she was sad, she was in pain, but she was not afraid because of the blood.
The school asked Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi to conduct psychological counseling for a period of time. When the two of them saw the scene, the school was worried that they would leave a psychological shadow.
That scene was something they had never seen before, and it was truly terrifying.
Both parents and the school hope that psychological counseling can help them get out of the haze, and there is still sunshine in their hearts.
Xuejiao took a week off and stayed at home. Li Sitong accompanied her every day and slept with her at night. Cheng Mingze spends most of the time at home, and Cheng Shuo and Lin Zhihua almost moved the office to their home and accompany her.
She was almost never left alone, and she was not allowed to suffer alone.
Talk to her, comfort her, cook her food, and coax her.
A few nights ago, Xuejiao always woke up crying. She always dreamed of Shulan, her voice and smile, that she was talking to them, that they were still chatting in a dormitory… Then in the middle of the night, she cried. wake up.
Li Sitong hugged her and coaxed her, just like when she was a child, when Xuejiao hadn’t grown up yet, Li Sitong was still gentle.
During the day, Xuejiao would sometimes be in a daze. At this time, Cheng Shuo, Cheng Mingze, and Lin Zhihua would always come out to tease her.
This is probably rare, Lin Zhihua and the Cheng family get along peacefully.
“Zhijiao.” Lin Zhihua squatted beside Xuejiao, and she was in a trance again.
After a while, Xue Jiao turned to look at Lin Zhihua.
She bit her lip lightly: “she asked me to go first, so I’ll go first. Why did I leave then? If I didn’t go, would Shulan…”
Lin Zhihua hugged her and said softly, “If you don’t, even if you are in the dormitory, she wants to find Yu Cheng, but you can’t stop her, she still wants to go.”
He paused, then continued: “Even if she knew she would have an accident, she would still go.”
It was just unfortunate that she rescued Yu Cheng, but accidentally lost herself.
Xue Jiao bit her lower lip and didn’t speak. She cried so much these two days that she couldn’t even shed tears.
“In order to save people, accidental casualties happen from time to time, Jiaojiao, we are just ordinary people, not gods. We can’t know what will happen in the future, and there is no way to save all the people who have accidents.”
Lin Zhihua said, clasped her fingers with Xuejiao, raised her hand, and kissed the back of her hand gently: “I’m too ordinary, I’m not a god, and I don’t have a mind of God, I can only protect my Jiaozi, I also hope that when I do things, I must be calm and put my life first. For me, no one’s life is more important than yours.”
“So Jiaojiao, no matter what happens, keeping yourself from being hurt is the happiest thing for me.”
Lin Zhihua said softly, he has never been a saint, and he only cares about jasmine.
His voice was serious and full of love.
Xue Jiao leaned against his arms, and after a long time, she said softly, “Me too.”
“Huh?” Lin Zhihua was stunned for a moment, thinking that he had heard a fork.
Xuejiao said softly, “your life is very important to me. I hope you can live forever, accompany me to old age, and die behind me.”
Lin Zhihua trembled, as if he heard something incredible.
For a moment, he said with a trembling voice, “Zijiao… What did you say? Did I hear it right?”
The corner of Xuejiao’s mouth moved slightly, which was the first smile she had shown since Shu Lan left.
“You heard wrong…”
“No!” Lin Zhihua was overjoyed, bowed his head, and kissed Xuejiao twice on the back of his hand, “I heard, you promised me that you will grow old with me!”
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